I know that changes in life occur , sometimes its a surprise, sometimes not. They come often but you never quite get use to it. I have had some changes that had made me happy and then some that completely devasated me. Most are in between. My little family that I have lived across from for the last 5 years is moving. Not far. But still gone from my sight. It has been great being able to look out the window and see them come and go and be sure they are safely in at night when Jill comes home from work late or Lane comes home from work and I see he is ok.
To be able to walk over and say Hi and swim with them and eat with them and hug them.
It will be different and scary for a while. I moved here especially to be near them and it is going to take getting use to. They won't call as often or stop by and that will be hard. I am happy for them that they get a new place to call their own and a new pool to play in and closer to Logans school . She will be on a bus route now. Lane has a good job at the school district and he seems to really like it. I will be glad for them but I still will be sad. It has made my stomach hurt and my sleep not so good, I wake up now, and look out to see if they are still there and I will cry, but I will adjust and get ok. If they will just keep me in their thoughts and a phone call or two and come by and get me every now and then so i can see them in "person", touch them and really look at them and know they are ok...and thats the most important thing...that they are ok. Doors close and doors open and you just have faith and believe that this was suppose to be.
